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[30 Mar 2003|01:50pm] |
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this time last year .. you know where i was ? in miami waiting in line to get on my cruise :'( ahhhhhhhhh i wanna be there so bad right now. no one realizes how perfect my life was just last year.
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[24 Feb 2003|10:18pm] |
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okay .. my other entries were kind of extreme but thats really how i feel .. ever since 6 months ago my life really has sucked. . it hasnt been good at all really .. the only thing i want in my life is rosanna im soooo sorry .. i cant live without here .. thats just how i feel and i dont know what else to do .. i just want things to go back to the way they were and i know wthats never going to happen i love her and all my friends but since them none of my friends have been there for me the way rosanna always was there for me .. i made a huge mistake and i should be punished for that.. not her .. i hurt her but im hurt too and i cant live feeling like this .. so i dont know what i would write on a suicide note but i have my reasons i just cant live without her
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[20 Oct 2002|01:19pm] |
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actually it would say jen just wont believe me.
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[20 Oct 2002|01:12pm] |
i think im going to change my suicide not .. now it would say ..
" im sorry to end my life like this but rosanna holds grudges and jen just wont forgive me. "
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[19 Oct 2002|11:49am] |
you know what i would like to do . .
kill myself. . and then on a suicide note .. i would write " if only rosanna didnt hold a grudge. "
thats how fucking miserable my life is because she isnt in it.
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[16 Sep 2002|10:52am] |
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you are totally rad ! @#$@#$
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[02 Sep 2002|01:26pm] |
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[15 Jun 2002|12:28pm] |
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hah i did it wrong ! but lemme do it again ! heh . . im such a loser !
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[15 Jun 2002|12:24pm] |
heyy ! just wanted to check something out .. hah !
comments pleasee ! !
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[15 Jun 2002|10:42am] |
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[12 Jun 2002|10:19pm] |
you know what i realized . .
no matter how you think a person is .. or how nice they always turn out to be different . . in most cases . . it just shows you that usually you never really know someone until they hurt you in some way
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[11 Jun 2002|07:39pm] |
conversation between me and nick spadivekia ! @#
...btw .. i havent talked to him for like 2 or 3 years . .
we were outside . .hah
me : nickk
nick : heyy
me : do you remember me ?
nick : yea
me : cool
nick : you got big . . how old are you now ?
me : 14
nick : holy shit ! thats crazyy !
me : yea .. hah
nick : hah
then he went inside because he was unloading the stuff from his car because he was getting back from college .. omg he is soo hott !!!
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[11 Jun 2002|06:01pm] |
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just for the record .. after they threw me into the pool i took vinny falconettis shirt and put it over mine so it wasnt see through his shirt was red .. god .. so dont go calling me a slut !
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[11 Jun 2002|05:25pm] |
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well i just got back from doug + scott habermans house .. me and tiff went and we were the only girls it was soo much fun though . . we got thrown in the pool with our clothes on .. and oh geez i was wearing a white shirt .. lol. . well im going on the trampoline now and me and mar are gonna put the hose on it and jump omg that is soo much fun ! haha . .
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